Pointsettia Sunday

So we went and put pointsettias out at the grave sights today for Mike's parents and my Mom.  God I hate going out there....I keep telling myself it's just a memorial....that they aren't really there down in the ground.... and the grass of course looked awful and dead because it is winter...the place looked even sadder and creepier than it normally does to me....
it's my least favorite thing about Holidays these days.....missing those who are not here with us.