I had to wipe a ton of tears

Oh M G
momma..I am not sure what quite happened
today
but I looked in the mirror
and had to wipe away
sssssssoooooooooooooooo
many tears
I will always miss you
Momma
until the day I join U
Somedays 
it's still  okay
and others......
well we know what happens then
I wish there were no mirrors
to look in Momma
because sometimes when I do
It tells me how much
how much how much

I still miss U